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My Mother, The Narcissist
It's no secret that sometimes the people that hurt you the worst are the ones we are supposed to trust the most. Come with me as I unravel 25 years of trauma as a result of being the child of a narcissistic parent and survivor of mental and emotional abuse.
Episodes
15 episodes
Ep. 13 "That Funny Feeling"
It's been over a year since I uploaded a full length episode for the show. Take a moment with me as I go over the reality of seeing my mother again, tragically losing loved ones, and learning how to cope with the weight of grief as I answer som...
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23:52
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Back to the Beginning
Sometimes we have to admit when we are wrong, and there is nothing wrong with that.
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5:38
EP 12. The Down Times
Audio warning, I worked for a long time trying to fix the audio in post edit as I usually do. For some reason now my microphone is not working well with my recording platform and regardless what adjusting I do to the audio, the background noise...
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18:13
EP. 11 Grief
Grief is an emotion and state of mind that only those who are familiar with suffering understand. It is not easy to navigate through life with the weight of grief on your back, but there are ways we can handle our grief so that the burden we ca...
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29:49
Ep. 10 Cut Ties and Good Vibes
Self love, self healing and self preservation is key when dealing with reinventing yourself. This week we sit down with my great friend Jennifer and discuss her path to self healing after her recent divorce.
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33:36
Ep. 9 Isolation
Finally back to writing and recording episodes after a several month hiatus! It is only going to get better from here. This episode will be focusing on self-isolation and taking accountability for our behaviors learned from the narcissist...
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31:16
UPDATE: The Dark Moments
This is a very raw and unedited update on the future of my podcast. I want to thank all of my listeners for being so patient with me and hope you all can stick around for where everything is going!
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5:19
Ep. 8 The Absence of Time
After 8 long months I am back and stronger than ever. In my time away from recording and producing, I really focused on what I need to work on and do for me. Episode 8 brings forth some discussions about self harm and the inner critic, and how ...
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18:30
Ep. 7 "I'm Rubber, You're Glue"
This week's episode is focusing the life long struggle I faced with food and eating at the hands of my mother who never made efforts to improve my health or well being, only expected things to be perfect with minimal effort on her end. Let's ta...
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20:19
Ep. 6 "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road"
This week's episode is going to cover some of the ways I have healed from the behaviors my mother displayed during the time of the scam. From shadow work to drowning out the world with music and my own thoughts, we are going to discuss ways to ...
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18:59
Ep. 5 "Delusion, Denial, Deception" Pt 2
In this week's episode we are picking back up from Pt 1 of the romance scam my mother became involved in that caused such chaos, it ended everything and gave us all a chance to see just how twisted a narcissist can really be.
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23:55
Ep. 4 "Delusion, Denial, Deception" Pt 1
In this week's part 1 of 2 episode, I am covering the military romance scam that my mother got involved with that shook the entire foundation of my world.
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23:17
Ep. 3 "Healing from the Influence"
From life long patterns of behavior brought on by a narcissistic parent, to the ways you can create boundaries and protect yourself against them. This week I will be covering the influence of a narcissist and how that can create a vicious cycle...
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